Hello guys,
Sorry it's been forever since I've posted. Well June 2015 will go down in history. The Supreme Court ruled all people are equal by passing same sex marriage. Jesus said marriage was between a male and woman but gays wouldn't have equal rights without same sex marriage. So I'm glad something was passed so we are no longer considered second class citizens. It really bothers me that people aren't happy for us. I even have family members that don't support me but that's okay the only person I have to answer to is god. Thank you for reading and may God bless.
Victor
Friday, July 10, 2015
Friday, April 18, 2014
DUI update
I went back to court last month for the umpteenth time. They lost my blood results so we ended up with a reckless driving charge in instead of the DUI charge. I didn't realize it's been so long since I blogged I will try to update more often. I also got a job with Walden Security. This happened at the end of January. I'm looking for other work. If I could find a roommate and a job in Nashville I would love to move back.
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Homosexuality and Marriage
Did you know that LGBT people are three to seven more times to commit suicide than straight teens. That is so sad that people condemn someone they have no choice to choose. I am gay I guess you could say and I went through prayer a few years back to cleanse me of homosexuality. That did NOT work. I am still gay but I do have to report I guess I would consider myself more bisexual because my feelings for girls have changed. I use to not be attracted to girls at all, but that has changed. I do find myself more attracted to girls on a daily basis. I think God has a plan for me and the prophesy of me getting married and having children will come true. I am not saying being gay is bad or ppl that are gay or going to hell. All I know is God says HE will give you the desires of your heart. Proverbs 18:21 We have power to speak life and death. So whatever your living and you don't think you can change, guess what? you will not change. If you tell yourself that you where born gay you become to believe it. I think some ppl might have been born gay and I think others its their up bringing. This gay for pay I think ppl open the door up for them to become bi or eventually become gay its all in how you look at it. Marriage is between a man and woman I think if we would call it something else besides gay marriage that ppl would get equal rights. I don't believe in gay marriage but I do believe in equal rights for all ppl. Thanks for reading my thoughts on my blog I hope they are helpful from time to time if you ever wanna email me my email is victor@victorlevan.com. Thanks
Victor
Victor
Monday, June 3, 2013
Depression
It seems like for the past year my depression has come back stronger than ever. I have had bad thoughts wanting to give up on life. I get so tired at nothing. I have lost interest in everything I do. I am currently on wellbutrin and paxil for the depression. It seems to be getting better now. Know that God loves you if you are fighting this and it gets better.
DUI
Back in April I got a dui. We have been to court twice and it has been put off. They are looking for drugs not alcohol in my blood. Once this has finished in court I will go into detail. Just pray for me. I have a great attorney so it should turn out good.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Was I Born This Way?
Was I Born This Way?
by Creflo Dollar
Is a homosexual born a homosexual? Is an adulterer born an adulterer? Is an alcoholic born an alcoholic? Many Christians would immediately answer “no” to these questions, but I want to challenge that answer.
David said, “Behold, I was brought forth in [a state of] iniquity; my mother was sinful who conceived me [and I, too, am sinful]” (Psalm 51:5, AMP). He prayed earnestly about the sin and iniquity in his life, and asked God to have mercy on him. Just as we inherited certain personality traits from our parents, we also inherited sin tendencies (the leaning toward certain sins).
Iniquity is sin passed down from one generation to the next. The iniquity determines the tendencies. Many people may ask themselves, “Why am I having an issue with sexual perversion, and why did my father have this issue?” Or, “Why is it that I am committing adultery just like my mother did?” Or, “Why is it that I’ve had a child out of wedlock, just like my mother and my grandmother did?” Is there an answer to these questions? Yes, there is. The answer is found in the Word of God.
The above scenarios can be defined as generational curses. The Bible says a causeless curse shall not come (Proverbs 26:2). In other words, nothing just happens. We can be free, but it requires studying the Word of God. As a result, we become more equipped to dig deeper into certain sin issues so that we can defeat them at the root.
However, nothing will happen until we take the first step, which is to become a born-again Christian. Jesus shed His precious blood so that we may be born again. He suffered great torment and allowed Himself to be brutally killed so that we can be free from sin’s control. We no longer have to live a life dominated by sin. When we make Jesus our Lord and Savior, we switch families and take on the nature of God instead of the devil’s nature.
Although our nature (the spirit, the inner man, or the very core of our being) changes, there is still work to be done. Man is a tri-part being—spirit, soul, and a physical body, and only the spirit is changed when we become born again. The soul and body still need work.
The mind is the control center of the soul and body. Therefore, the second step in the process of becoming new in Christ is to renew the mind with the Word of God, which means we exchange our thoughts for God’s thoughts and our ways for His ways.
The challenge is to keep our old nature from resurrecting. That is why renewing the mind is a daily process and a lifetime commitment. It must become a habit. Since the battle is within the mind-renewal process, we must read and study the Word regularly. As a result, our thinking will agree with the Word. Ultimately, the sin tendencies or generational strongholds will become weaker and weaker.
If you are struggling with a sin tendency, ask yourself: Am I nourishing the tendency instead of reading the Word? Am I exposing myself to something that feeds the tendency? For example, if you are dealing with sexual sins, are you exposing yourself to worldly, lustful images? If so, you are creating an inward battle. Wrong information, distorted views, and warped concepts cause us to reason and doubt the Word. A “high” thing is created in our minds when we accept thoughts that oppose God’s Word. Remember, we must cast down these “high things” (2 Corinthians 10:5). We do so by confessing the Word of God (using it as a weapon against opposing thoughts).
By repeating the necessary processes to renew the mind, a transformation will surely take place, and we will no longer be subject to our old sinful nature or the generational curses that held us captive.
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