Same Sex Marriage

Hello guys,

Sorry it's been forever since I've posted. Well June 2015 will go down in history. The Supreme Court ruled all people are equal by passing same sex marriage. Jesus said marriage was between a male and woman but gays wouldn't have equal rights without same sex marriage. So I'm glad something was passed so we are no longer considered second class citizens. It really bothers me that people aren't happy for us. I even have family members that don't support me but that's okay the only person I have to answer to is god. Thank you for reading and may God bless.



Victor

DUI update

I went back to court last month for the umpteenth time. They lost my blood results so we ended up with a reckless driving charge in instead of the DUI charge. I didn't realize it's been so long since I blogged I will try to update more often. I also got a job with Walden Security. This happened at the end of January. I'm looking for other work. If I could find a roommate and a job in Nashville I would love to move back.

Homosexuality and Marriage

Did you know that LGBT people are three to seven more times to commit suicide than straight teens. That is so sad that people condemn someone they have no choice to choose. I am gay I guess you could say and I went through prayer a few years back to cleanse me of homosexuality. That did NOT work. I am still gay but I do have to report I guess I would consider myself more bisexual because my feelings for girls have changed. I use to not be attracted to girls at all, but that has changed. I do find myself more attracted to girls on a daily basis. I think God has a plan for me and the prophesy of me getting married and having children will come true. I am not saying being gay is bad or ppl that are gay or going to hell. All I know is God says HE will give you the desires of your heart. Proverbs 18:21 We have power to speak life and death. So whatever your living and you don't think you can change, guess what? you will not change. If you tell yourself that you where born gay you become to believe it. I think some ppl might have been born gay and I think others its their up bringing. This gay for pay I think ppl open the door up for them to become bi or eventually become gay its all in how you look at it. Marriage is between a man and woman I think if we would call it something else besides gay marriage that ppl would get equal rights. I don't believe in gay marriage but I do believe in equal rights for all ppl. Thanks for reading my thoughts on my blog I hope they are helpful from time to time if you ever wanna email me my email is victor@victorlevan.com. Thanks


Victor

Depression

It seems like for the past year my depression has come back stronger than ever. I have had bad thoughts wanting to give up on life. I get so tired at nothing. I have lost interest in everything I do. I am currently on wellbutrin and paxil for the depression. It seems to be getting better now. Know that God loves you if you are fighting this and it gets better.

DUI

Back in April I got a dui. We have been to court twice and it has been put off. They are looking for drugs not alcohol in my blood. Once this has finished in court I will go into detail. Just pray for me. I have a great attorney so it should turn out good.

Was I Born This Way?

Was I Born This Way?

by Creflo Dollar

Is a homosexual born a homosexual? Is an adulterer born an adulterer? Is an alcoholic born an alcoholic? Many Christians would immediately answer “no” to these questions, but I want to challenge that answer.

David said, “Behold, I was brought forth in [a state of] iniquity; my mother was sinful who conceived me [and I, too, am sinful]” (Psalm 51:5, AMP). He prayed earnestly about the sin and iniquity in his life, and asked God to have mercy on him. Just as we inherited certain personality traits from our parents, we also inherited sin tendencies (the leaning toward certain sins).

Iniquity is sin passed down from one generation to the next. The iniquity determines the tendencies. Many people may ask themselves, “Why am I having an issue with sexual perversion, and why did my father have this issue?” Or, “Why is it that I am committing adultery just like my mother did?” Or, “Why is it that I’ve had a child out of wedlock, just like my mother and my grandmother did?” Is there an answer to these questions? Yes, there is. The answer is found in the Word of God.

The above scenarios can be defined as generational curses. The Bible says a causeless curse shall not come (Proverbs 26:2). In other words, nothing just happens. We can be free, but it requires studying the Word of God. As a result, we become more equipped to dig deeper into certain sin issues so that we can defeat them at the root.

However, nothing will happen until we take the first step, which is to become a born-again Christian. Jesus shed His precious blood so that we may be born again. He suffered great torment and allowed Himself to be brutally killed so that we can be free from sin’s control. We no longer have to live a life dominated by sin. When we make Jesus our Lord and Savior, we switch families and take on the nature of God instead of the devil’s nature.

Although our nature (the spirit, the inner man, or the very core of our being) changes, there is still work to be done. Man is a tri-part being—spirit, soul, and a physical body, and only the spirit is changed when we become born again. The soul and body still need work.

The mind is the control center of the soul and body. Therefore, the second step in the process of becoming new in Christ is to renew the mind with the Word of God, which means we exchange our thoughts for God’s thoughts and our ways for His ways.

The challenge is to keep our old nature from resurrecting. That is why renewing the mind is a daily process and a lifetime commitment. It must become a habit. Since the battle is within the mind-renewal process, we must read and study the Word regularly. As a result, our thinking will agree with the Word. Ultimately, the sin tendencies or generational strongholds will become weaker and weaker.

If you are struggling with a sin tendency, ask yourself: Am I nourishing the tendency instead of reading the Word? Am I exposing myself to something that feeds the tendency? For example, if you are dealing with sexual sins, are you exposing yourself to worldly, lustful images? If so, you are creating an inward battle. Wrong information, distorted views, and warped concepts cause us to reason and doubt the Word. A “high” thing is created in our minds when we accept thoughts that oppose God’s Word. Remember, we must cast down these “high things” (2 Corinthians 10:5). We do so by confessing the Word of God (using it as a weapon against opposing thoughts).

By repeating the necessary processes to renew the mind, a transformation will surely take place, and we will no longer be subject to our old sinful nature or the generational curses that held us captive.

Creflo Dollar- Was i Born This Way 3

LeBron Keener

LeBron Clinton Keener

Lebron started singing out in bars at like the at 15.Way before he was leagal to do so. I saw something in him at age 15 that would take hime places. When I meant I wanted to be his mercahndise manager I meant it.Reality shows and bars he later goes on from singning in the bars and American LeBron I have always had faith it you your family and freinds as well esp. you mom and dad.If this don't work which I hope it does hold your head up high and know you are awesome singer keep singing and it will pay off. Can' wait to travel with one of my best freinds, I love ya buddy.

Life.....

As I lay here thinking I'm sad. It's been several months since I been to church. I was watching some church services on YouTube And its got me thinking. The enemy tells me I'm useless because of my past and unfortunately I listen to him. I've let that keep me from going to church. I remember growing up I never missed a service. I was there Sunday morning and Sunday night and on Wednesday nights and if there was vbs or revival I was there. Now I hardly go. I do feel like my life is one big failure and ppl aren't blessed by my life.  The one thing I use to love to do I don't anymore and that is to preach. I feel like there is a hole in me. I miss it soo much. I'm so unhappy all I want is a family and to be able to travel as a evangelist and tell my story that I could touch someone else. Pray for me that I will overcome these negative feelings and get back to the place where God can use me. I miss my church family I miss the atmosphere. Hopefully I can get to a point and maybe soon start back to church. The church I want to go to is like a hour drive but where there is a will there is a way. I'm not sure who will read this if anyone. But know that I still love you guys and I know Gods got something awesome in store for your life as well as mine.

Do Not Weep for Me.....

Do Not Weep For Me....

In Memory of:
Kennedy "the Warrior" Griffith 
(October 9, 1996 - December 18, 2012) 

Do not weep for me when I am gone,

for you see I'll be at Heaven's throne. 

No more crying or sorrow there,

For I have gone to Heaven's shore, there to weep no more.

Death cannot take your memories away of me,

for you see not to weep for me,

safely to my home I'll be.

God loaned me here on earth for a short time,

now my journey here is complete,

I have another place in store for me.

Loved ones gone before me I'll see,

never to depart from me.

I'm with HIM for eternity.

Friends and family do not weep for me,

Heaven is so much better now I see.

Want you meet me in the sky to reside with HIM for eternity.

Victor L. Levan
03.17.2011

Spreaker Online Radio

I have a account with a online radio and I have gotten lazy and not done any teachings or sermons in a while. If you enjoy my teachings let me know and I will start it back up. Thanks guys for reading my posts.

Suicide

I haven't talked about this much, but here goes. November 23 , 2011 just over a year ago I was hospitalized and on a ventilator for six days. They didn't think I was gonna make it. I had a mixture of pneumonia that I was trying to get over and in the process of not feeling good with a major headache I took some more pain medicine. When I did it was like a overdose I guess and my body could not fight it off. After I got out of the hospital this person told me he was glad I didn't die cause I would have went to hell. What?! Really?! This is coming from someone that the only time I remember him going to church was his wedding. I don't think that would be the case if I did die. Some people think if you commit suicide that you will go to hell, others believe even if its a accident you goto hell. And then some of us believe that you are in the hands of a just God and he will judge you according to the circumstance. I hope to elaborate more on tha soon. Till then tell me what you think.

Thanks Reid

I never knew I had someone that read my blog! kewl! Email me with your contact info. and when I come to Nashville I will say hi. I haven't been to church in a couple months just a update I haven't had a  job I am working pt as a Process Server. Pray for me that I will find a job soon, I am ready to go back to church. Where I go to church is a hr away from me so its a few dollars in gas every Sunday  I have been trying to stay positive but sometimes life really gets to me. I have a online radio site if I knew anyone that would are does listen would let me know and I will start it up again. I have two messages on it but I have gotten side tracked and I don't update it at all. I just need alot of prayer thanks for reading my blog and may you be blessed. I will try and update more often.    Victor

Update

I still fight to find whom I really am. I am attending Living Faith Fellowship now, yea the one I use to go to. The one that is an all affirming church. I went through my deliverance days only to find out that I still have homosexual thoughts everyday. God promised me a wife and children one day and I hold on to that, I don't know what that means right now but I do believe it was a word from God. Alot of people are probably disappointed that I am not str8. I tried to change and God delivered me of something, but it wasn't same sex feelings. God is able to totally heal a person of something. When He does something he does it to completion. If He wanted me str8 I think all the gay feelings would be gone! I have good news though I do find women attractive now! Does that make me bi? Leave your comments below. I still love each and everyone of you, if you need prayer email me victor@victorlevan.com

Do not weep for me

Do not weep for me

Do not weep for me when I am gone,

for you see I'll be at Heaven's throne.

No more crying or sorrow there,

For I have gone to Heaven's shore,

there to weep no more.

Death cannot take your memories away of me,

for you see not to weep for me,

safely to my home I'll be.

God loaned me here on earth for a short time,

now my journey here is complete,

I have another place in store for me.

Loved ones gone before me I'll see,

never to depart from me.

I'm with HIM for eternity.

Friends and family do not weep for me,

Heaven is so much better now I see.

Want you meet me in the sky to reside with HIM for eternity.

Victor L. Levan

Broadcast

As I feel like giving up the broadcast or at least cutting back, God sent a anonymous person as they dropped of a weeks payment to the radio station! My God is a on time God!

Update!

God has been blessing me. Seems like the radio is off to a slow start, but only God knows how many are tuning in each week. Financially I know HE will supply. I have started school for multi-media online and it is coming along better than I thought. Every thing is coming together. Praying worshiping God and waiting on the wife he is preparing for me! :)

WJOC 1490 AM

It has been ten years since I have been on radio and I return to my home stomping ground, WJOC. This is not cheap. If you would like us to stay on the air feel free to donate whatever you can, if its only five bucks every dollar counts. Thank you for putting your hope in VLM!!!

AI Online

I have been accepted and will start school July 12, 2010 AI Online classes for an associate degree in Website Design and Interactive Media. Thank God for all He is doing how awesome! my life is turning upside down in a good way!!! :)

Spirit of Homosexuality

Well at first it's hard to really say I am not gay. After living that life for ten yrs. I was depressed, had two dui's been in valley hospital with clinical depression which occurred right before I was delivered. The enemy always will tell you, you will never be any good they all think your gay, you will never be straight. I bind him in the name of JESUS CHRIST and know today that I am saved, sanctified, and set FREE! I am sure I will have to fight the enemy for who knows how long. I do believe my soul mate is out there, and that little boy that I have dreamed of is too! What Satan meant for harm God will use for Good if you are reading this and you think I have lost my marbles, let me tell you there is such things as demons. Legion in the bible was full of demons and I believe some let us work and function normal lives just a a homosexual spirit does. If you have been saved greater is HE that is in you than he that is in the world. I will not judge anyone I will love everyone the same regardless. If you don't think people can be delivered of homosexuality just watch my life from this point on and watch what God is going to do!!!!