Help!?

I don't understand things anymore... I think I found a church and then BOOM! It's like whoa! back up, is God the author of confusion? My bible says He isn't. The deal is the pastor annouces that I am to preach one sunday okay then he says he has tried to get in touch with me that whole week which i did get two voicemails one was a 5am and one was early one morning when I was doing my 48 hour stay and he knew that okay. So he called at 3am the morning of that Sunday and I talked to him and he didn't mention to me anything about me not speaking. So he goes to church after annoucing this and doesn't say anything so I am sure someone remembers this and is sitting there saying ok thought Vic was preaching today!?! So that didn't happen lol then we change chapters on to chapter two it went from me not preaching that service because some other denomination was coming to check the church out and they like for the pastor to preach which i am okay with, to they had a board meeting and they decided for the next couple sundays just for him to preach... I think I should have been notified somwhere! Com'on... No more emails of the petty stuff I have emails because to the story changes and because ppl like to say I said this and I said that when I didn't so I have learned to communicate through email so I can cover my assests!!!! :) If you goto Revival Center of Praise and see my name there I am no longer part of that church just for a side note thanks.

WJOC 1490 AM

www.wjoc1490.com I wrote this so called frends of mine. I use to have a radio broadcast there when I was a Baptist Minister aka in denial. Two days ago I wrote faith the lady that is a white girl married to trey the son of the owner which happens to be mixed. What did the bible use "to" say about marrying outside your race? Okay point made please email them and tell them your glad Jesus would do the same thing and ignore the whole idea I wrote back and ask if they would start a fourm on the board about the Bible and Homosexuality but better yet talk about what Jesus said about it for that is what is really impt.!

Help - Suggestions!

I talked with Daniel about this project, and he says that she needs a new car and I would love to help! I can donate some cash which isn't much. But do you have anyways of maybe a fundraiser or such? If you can help or think of anything please let me know!


Victor

Good Deeds Don't Go Unnoticed!

I read a email today from a friend, I guess you could call him a friend. The legal asst. of my attorney. Which is funny the way that I met these guys. Through the internet, not only did I find a family lawyer, but a big hearted person! I am saying this to brag that there are good people out there! He told of a story of a lady a client of theirs they knew this weekend. They took time and redone fixing her car! What a talent what a great gift! To be able to be in the position to help someone else.
So much like the bible tells us of the guy that went and hid his talent, there are so many people that will go and bury and hide their talent so that they can sow to the flesh. I have noticed in the world of gay guys, people focus on themselves and not really heloing others. I see myself getting stuck in the rut of burying the talent I have to enjoy the life I have wrongly. God is good b/c He has given me not a second chance but a 4th, 5th and so on!!!
It really truly is a blessing to hear the fact of a good deed!
Bad deeds as well don't go unoticed so don't think that people that do you wrong will get away with it. I think of judas which he did good and so on... But he betrayed the MAN! WoW! He had a plan and that plan back fired! You can never expect to do people wrong and it not go unnoticed!
Hope all is well, I will be talking to ya soon!

Love Ya,
Victor

Happy V Day!

Hope ya'll had a great Valentines day, that is if you have that special someone. I have one not in a relationship kinda way but she is my best friend! MoM I Love you! Happy Valentines Day. She can get on my nerve at times but honestly I have no idea what I would do with out her. I am praising God for what HE is doing in my life. Check back from time to time.

Love You Guys,
Victor L. Levan
Phil. 4:13&19

New Counsel

I met with a local attorney that said he would take my DUI case in Lebanon, TN. After talking to him I felt very comfortable in hiring him for the case. My old attorney, I didn't feel comfortable with and thought I was getting pushed over, at which I was. I am not for sure if my current attorney has called him to let him know I have hired new counsel, but anyway we are back to court on May 5, 2009 in Sessions court. I am looking forward to working with Jesse I think he will do this case alot of good.

DUI Update

Hey Guys,

I am back with another edition of DUI court. Went back today and to my suprise, (not really) lol my attorney acted as if he wasn't for me again. The DA offered up at first before the police officer got there, DUI 1. Which is less fines and less jail time. Which is great if they got enough evidence against you if you are guilty. My case is different I still say I am not guilty if so then the DUI laws of wating an hr for every drink before you drive need to be changed! I waited ten hours or slept I should say for four beers! You do the math. Anyway the DA was highly pissed to say the least that I didn't take his offer. I am going back 05-05-09 for a bench trial hearing in sessions court, if the judge says I am guilty thn I will appeal it and take it to criminal court where it eventually go in front of a 12 person jury where it takes only one person to say I am not guilty. I read 90 percent of guilty verdicts come from pleas. With God on my side I will pull through this. I am seeking a second opinion and looking into hiring a experienced DUI lawyer! I can beat this because I am not guilty!!! Bottom line, if I am found guilty then I will atleast have a clear consious that I need all that I could to beat it. Otherwise it would bother me because I plead guilty to DUI 1. Please pray for me that everything will work out.

God is Good! All the Time!

Amen! I am so excited about what God is about to do in my life! I am coming up on court day on Wednesday. But I know that everything will work out to the good. Tommorow is Church Day! I have finally got to the point where I am happy about going to church again. The Net Church is a church were I feel at home, something I have missed so long. I am lookin for a great week! I want you guys to agree with me in the spirit that this DUI charge will be dismissed! Because with God all things are possible!!!!!


Love Ya,
Victor

Update

Hey guys!

I went to the psychiatrist on Monday. He put me on depakote to level out my moods and keep my head from hurting all the time! So far they are getting better. I am off to court again on the 4th of Feb. so pray for me that everything will go good.

Church
I went and visited the new church that is being held at the Rave theater on Sunday. WoW! what a awesome laid back service. I had written the pastor and told him of my lifestyle and that we would prob. disagree on it but I was wanting to know if I would feel comfortable there, or be condemned like so many pastors do send those queers to hell. That gets so old. But he did write me back and tell me that he thought I would feel comfortable there. So I think that I have found me a church where I can go and feel at home. Maybe they will even let me volunteer in something, that's prob. streching it a lil bit. :) The pastor is Ryan May and you can visit the church website at www.netchurch.cc .

Bipolar

I have fought all weekend with this! I have had an ongoing migraine. My depression has gotten worse as though it seems. Does anyone suffer from this? Let me know what you do to try and stay leveled out. I have tried exercising which seems to help some, but regardless of meds, exercise or what not it gets ready to hit that mood it does.

DUI Court Jan. 7th 2009

I went back to court on the 7th. What a mess! First I get a call from my attorney saying I suppose to be there for the morning session. He told me two months ago not to come until the afternoon session at 1 pm?!? Okay, So I get there about 12:30 to go to the afternoon session. Once I get there the officer is a no show! The second time. Our D.A. that we had talked to before wasn't there either.
So I am schedualed to go back the 4th of Feb. I'll let ya know what we decide. Pray for me that God will see the right and it will get dismissed! :o)

New Website

I have found a new hosting company for www.victorlevan.com. What a great hosting co. The only thing I don't really like is the blogging tool, so I am going outside of the domain name to blog. This is a pretty kewl blogger. Hope you join and follow me on my journey down life's road!

Peace
Victor