Do Not Weep for Me.....

Do Not Weep For Me....

In Memory of:
Kennedy "the Warrior" Griffith 
(October 9, 1996 - December 18, 2012) 

Do not weep for me when I am gone,

for you see I'll be at Heaven's throne. 

No more crying or sorrow there,

For I have gone to Heaven's shore, there to weep no more.

Death cannot take your memories away of me,

for you see not to weep for me,

safely to my home I'll be.

God loaned me here on earth for a short time,

now my journey here is complete,

I have another place in store for me.

Loved ones gone before me I'll see,

never to depart from me.

I'm with HIM for eternity.

Friends and family do not weep for me,

Heaven is so much better now I see.

Want you meet me in the sky to reside with HIM for eternity.

Victor L. Levan
03.17.2011

Spreaker Online Radio

I have a account with a online radio and I have gotten lazy and not done any teachings or sermons in a while. If you enjoy my teachings let me know and I will start it back up. Thanks guys for reading my posts.

Suicide

I haven't talked about this much, but here goes. November 23 , 2011 just over a year ago I was hospitalized and on a ventilator for six days. They didn't think I was gonna make it. I had a mixture of pneumonia that I was trying to get over and in the process of not feeling good with a major headache I took some more pain medicine. When I did it was like a overdose I guess and my body could not fight it off. After I got out of the hospital this person told me he was glad I didn't die cause I would have went to hell. What?! Really?! This is coming from someone that the only time I remember him going to church was his wedding. I don't think that would be the case if I did die. Some people think if you commit suicide that you will go to hell, others believe even if its a accident you goto hell. And then some of us believe that you are in the hands of a just God and he will judge you according to the circumstance. I hope to elaborate more on tha soon. Till then tell me what you think.

Thanks Reid

I never knew I had someone that read my blog! kewl! Email me with your contact info. and when I come to Nashville I will say hi. I haven't been to church in a couple months just a update I haven't had a  job I am working pt as a Process Server. Pray for me that I will find a job soon, I am ready to go back to church. Where I go to church is a hr away from me so its a few dollars in gas every Sunday  I have been trying to stay positive but sometimes life really gets to me. I have a online radio site if I knew anyone that would are does listen would let me know and I will start it up again. I have two messages on it but I have gotten side tracked and I don't update it at all. I just need alot of prayer thanks for reading my blog and may you be blessed. I will try and update more often.    Victor

Update

I still fight to find whom I really am. I am attending Living Faith Fellowship now, yea the one I use to go to. The one that is an all affirming church. I went through my deliverance days only to find out that I still have homosexual thoughts everyday. God promised me a wife and children one day and I hold on to that, I don't know what that means right now but I do believe it was a word from God. Alot of people are probably disappointed that I am not str8. I tried to change and God delivered me of something, but it wasn't same sex feelings. God is able to totally heal a person of something. When He does something he does it to completion. If He wanted me str8 I think all the gay feelings would be gone! I have good news though I do find women attractive now! Does that make me bi? Leave your comments below. I still love each and everyone of you, if you need prayer email me victor@victorlevan.com