Depression

It seems like for the past year my depression has come back stronger than ever. I have had bad thoughts wanting to give up on life. I get so tired at nothing. I have lost interest in everything I do. I am currently on wellbutrin and paxil for the depression. It seems to be getting better now. Know that God loves you if you are fighting this and it gets better.

DUI

Back in April I got a dui. We have been to court twice and it has been put off. They are looking for drugs not alcohol in my blood. Once this has finished in court I will go into detail. Just pray for me. I have a great attorney so it should turn out good.

Was I Born This Way?

Was I Born This Way?

by Creflo Dollar

Is a homosexual born a homosexual? Is an adulterer born an adulterer? Is an alcoholic born an alcoholic? Many Christians would immediately answer “no” to these questions, but I want to challenge that answer.

David said, “Behold, I was brought forth in [a state of] iniquity; my mother was sinful who conceived me [and I, too, am sinful]” (Psalm 51:5, AMP). He prayed earnestly about the sin and iniquity in his life, and asked God to have mercy on him. Just as we inherited certain personality traits from our parents, we also inherited sin tendencies (the leaning toward certain sins).

Iniquity is sin passed down from one generation to the next. The iniquity determines the tendencies. Many people may ask themselves, “Why am I having an issue with sexual perversion, and why did my father have this issue?” Or, “Why is it that I am committing adultery just like my mother did?” Or, “Why is it that I’ve had a child out of wedlock, just like my mother and my grandmother did?” Is there an answer to these questions? Yes, there is. The answer is found in the Word of God.

The above scenarios can be defined as generational curses. The Bible says a causeless curse shall not come (Proverbs 26:2). In other words, nothing just happens. We can be free, but it requires studying the Word of God. As a result, we become more equipped to dig deeper into certain sin issues so that we can defeat them at the root.

However, nothing will happen until we take the first step, which is to become a born-again Christian. Jesus shed His precious blood so that we may be born again. He suffered great torment and allowed Himself to be brutally killed so that we can be free from sin’s control. We no longer have to live a life dominated by sin. When we make Jesus our Lord and Savior, we switch families and take on the nature of God instead of the devil’s nature.

Although our nature (the spirit, the inner man, or the very core of our being) changes, there is still work to be done. Man is a tri-part being—spirit, soul, and a physical body, and only the spirit is changed when we become born again. The soul and body still need work.

The mind is the control center of the soul and body. Therefore, the second step in the process of becoming new in Christ is to renew the mind with the Word of God, which means we exchange our thoughts for God’s thoughts and our ways for His ways.

The challenge is to keep our old nature from resurrecting. That is why renewing the mind is a daily process and a lifetime commitment. It must become a habit. Since the battle is within the mind-renewal process, we must read and study the Word regularly. As a result, our thinking will agree with the Word. Ultimately, the sin tendencies or generational strongholds will become weaker and weaker.

If you are struggling with a sin tendency, ask yourself: Am I nourishing the tendency instead of reading the Word? Am I exposing myself to something that feeds the tendency? For example, if you are dealing with sexual sins, are you exposing yourself to worldly, lustful images? If so, you are creating an inward battle. Wrong information, distorted views, and warped concepts cause us to reason and doubt the Word. A “high” thing is created in our minds when we accept thoughts that oppose God’s Word. Remember, we must cast down these “high things” (2 Corinthians 10:5). We do so by confessing the Word of God (using it as a weapon against opposing thoughts).

By repeating the necessary processes to renew the mind, a transformation will surely take place, and we will no longer be subject to our old sinful nature or the generational curses that held us captive.

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LeBron Keener

LeBron Clinton Keener

Lebron started singing out in bars at like the at 15.Way before he was leagal to do so. I saw something in him at age 15 that would take hime places. When I meant I wanted to be his mercahndise manager I meant it.Reality shows and bars he later goes on from singning in the bars and American LeBron I have always had faith it you your family and freinds as well esp. you mom and dad.If this don't work which I hope it does hold your head up high and know you are awesome singer keep singing and it will pay off. Can' wait to travel with one of my best freinds, I love ya buddy.

Life.....

As I lay here thinking I'm sad. It's been several months since I been to church. I was watching some church services on YouTube And its got me thinking. The enemy tells me I'm useless because of my past and unfortunately I listen to him. I've let that keep me from going to church. I remember growing up I never missed a service. I was there Sunday morning and Sunday night and on Wednesday nights and if there was vbs or revival I was there. Now I hardly go. I do feel like my life is one big failure and ppl aren't blessed by my life.  The one thing I use to love to do I don't anymore and that is to preach. I feel like there is a hole in me. I miss it soo much. I'm so unhappy all I want is a family and to be able to travel as a evangelist and tell my story that I could touch someone else. Pray for me that I will overcome these negative feelings and get back to the place where God can use me. I miss my church family I miss the atmosphere. Hopefully I can get to a point and maybe soon start back to church. The church I want to go to is like a hour drive but where there is a will there is a way. I'm not sure who will read this if anyone. But know that I still love you guys and I know Gods got something awesome in store for your life as well as mine.

Do Not Weep for Me.....

Do Not Weep For Me....

In Memory of:
Kennedy "the Warrior" Griffith 
(October 9, 1996 - December 18, 2012) 

Do not weep for me when I am gone,

for you see I'll be at Heaven's throne. 

No more crying or sorrow there,

For I have gone to Heaven's shore, there to weep no more.

Death cannot take your memories away of me,

for you see not to weep for me,

safely to my home I'll be.

God loaned me here on earth for a short time,

now my journey here is complete,

I have another place in store for me.

Loved ones gone before me I'll see,

never to depart from me.

I'm with HIM for eternity.

Friends and family do not weep for me,

Heaven is so much better now I see.

Want you meet me in the sky to reside with HIM for eternity.

Victor L. Levan
03.17.2011